Round # 3

Ok I know I haven't posted in a while, but so much has been going on, I've had problems getting any space or time to breathe. That song "just breathe", or maybe that's not the title, but that's what it should be, I really like it. Although it makes me want to break out in tears because it applies to so many moments of my life.

So work was horrible, whatever. End of that story.

Dad's got another leak. We spent all night, literally all night, at the hospital on Friday from 9 PM to about 5 AM. I actually drank coffee that night, so by the time I got home, I was wired and talking about 90 mph. Seriously, if you ever want me to talk, just feed me coffee and wait two hours. AHHHHHH!!! But anyways, yeah dad called me on Thursday and he had an MRI done and it showed another leak from the spinal cord. Now we're waiting for L & I to approve another (that makes it 3) surgery. I hate this hospital very much. But I'm getting to know the workers pretty well. He went in on Friday because his head hurt really bad and he was running a fever. It was not good, you never want to see your parents weak. You just don't. But I've seen it way too much lately.

Sometimes I just want to crawl into a hole and not get out until winter is over. I think that's why I've slept so much lately, dreams are better than reality. I like my dreams. You know usually, they are about Beloit life. Ahh, good times. I miss you guys.