So it's been a while

I've decided to vent again on blogger since some of my family is on myspace and it's just been weird. Plus there are children and i have to watch my language...enough is enough. i'm going crazy. the only peace i get with myself is on my way to and from work and that's with traffic...not that soothing. seriously these are the things i miss the most...

-being able to watch a movie or tv show with no one explaining or talking throughout 90% of it
-being able to watch my trashy shows like I love New York or Nip/Tuck without feeling guilty about it
-the ability to eat whatever I want without first looking at cholestorol (i don't know if i can even spell the damn word) or salt or fat...dammit i want fries!
-ability to not worry about always having to get my laundry done before i go to bed

seriously i didn't realize it would be like this...and i for sure didn't know my aunt talked as much as she does...wow!! i love them, i really do...but i'm going crazy. Peter has this lovely thing called a garage...me, i have nothing. i'm followed and talked to all the time. i think it's cause my aunt stays at home and doesn't talk to many other people. i understand to a point, but still...i try to put on head phones and play my nintendo...she still talks. i'm not even watching the show, and she talks. oh god, help me love and be patient and understanding....