Another day in the life of me, Woo Freaking Hoo!!

So found out my grandma (on my mom's side) is in the hospital again, but this time it's not good. She's dying and quickly. The doctor gives her days. Not only does she have conjestive heart failure and something else...she has full blown cancer. They have no idea where it started and they can't find out. They can't do anything for her. So my mom is calling her family trying to get them here quickly and most aren't coming. That's hurting my mom. I mean she wasn't a nice woman all the time and I don't even have that much respect for her, but some of these people are her children. I don't get it.

Me, I'm sad. I'm sad for my mom mostly. I mean I have some good memories of this woman, but not a lot and it's just hard. It's been a couple days now and I just broke down last night. Partially because I was watching last Sunday's Grey's Anatomy (geez I love DVRs) and it was about this woman who died and had a DNR on her chart...and that all reminded me of my grandfather who I was really close to and it just hits you like a freaking brick that this person will not be around any longer. And my poor mom. She's taken so much abuse from her family...and I really can't stand but one or two of them and it just sucks.